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Why hide feelings, right?They rip and tear at me like a knife through butter.
Hiding them would be a stupid idea
Because feelings need to be shared...
I tried not to let anyone worry
Or see that I was hurting a little
Because I wanted to show all was fine
At least for a little while
Because that's how it's supposed to be done
These lies fed to me and to others
It makes me feel like I did something wrong
But it is not the lies that they say
It's my personality.
But, we all have flaws in ourselves
I'm too nice to those I don't know
I give things that should be given
Like my heart, or my happiness
Or a gift from a friend, to be given
To someone whom I thought was my friend
But we've all done that before...
I let them walk all over me
Beg me for things, like those things
That I never promised, but thought about doing
Like buying this big thing
or that big thing...
But it's the thought that counts,
Only so much I can do
Only so much I can take
Maybe I can become something I'm not.
mechanici want to kiss every aching wound you have,
bandage your heart every time it bleeds,
and patch up your mind over and over
because not a single tear deserves to fall
from your brandy-drenched eyes
but this dripping heart of mine can only feel
and the healing honey words it flames get caught
in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth
so i only have these passionate guttural cries
to tell you that i care all too much
and in order to fix you up again,
i would need to tear myself to tatters
and trade all of my working parts
for your leftover, fading pieces
but i just haven’t figured out how.
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